Day 5
Well I survived another monday. It was supposed to be a lot worse but I didn't even cry. Bf's gone but he called me, twice even. I've mostly calmed the problems with my friends and things should go smoothly from now on. God the Dune series is great. Even though Brian Hebert and Kevin Anderson dont have the imagination of Frank Hebert they were left with such an amazing universe it would almost be impossible to mess it up. Im off to finish the House Harkonnen. Sadly it has been a much too short visit back into the world of Dune. Hopefully I will find the next in the series. Or perhaps I will just re-read the originals which I haven't read for several years now.

Day Four
I'm so tired. Last night I was up until 4:30 in the morning. Went to the Def Leppard concert. It was a bit dissapointing. I've been in a bit of a funk lately. My dad has been driving me insane, one of my best friends decided to stop talking to me, and tomorrow my boyfriend of a whole 10 days is moving to valemont... for 4 months. Ugh. Atleast he's coming back to visit sometimes but still... it's going to be hard. Crazy how bad things come in groups. Like it's not enough to handle one at a time. Sometimes I wish life could be more stable. In a way nothing here ever changes and the day to day life is mind numbingly boring. But not being able to depend on anyone to be there for you and STAY there... Ah well one of these days maybe I can start to depend on someone.

Day One
Hi. This is my first entry obviously. I've just recently become part of the internet world and I'm taking my boyfriends word that this is what I should be using. I've been working on a website (apparently not what is right for me) for the past 3 hours so i feel the need to rejoin the living. If you want to visit that site its address is www.angelfire.com/psy/jacara. Otherwise feel free to leave me a comment. I will return with deeper and hopefully more interesting posts in the future.